Today was long and difficult, I couldn’t sleep last night thinking about the chance of seeing you again. It didn’t work out, but I tried my best.
I’ve made changes to lots of things, so this blog will have to be anonymous from now on, it’s a technicality, but it’s the only way I can do it – even though I’m really just talking to myself now. Feeling very sad and missing you both lots.
I love you both. xx